I will not make any apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.
4am
Katelynโข-23 keep your friends close & a bottle of vodka closer; Canada
““Why are you letting go of him? I thought that you really wanted it to work? That you felt as though it wasn’t completely over yet?” my best friend asked me while we were sipping away at our cocktails, trying to numb our pain for a little while. “I do. I would be so incredibly happy if he would come back but he won’t. He doesn’t know what changed but I do. Something spooked him and because he was vulnerable and actually had something to lose, could actually get hurt, he just shut down and pushed me away. I can’t force him to let me in. I’d wait outside his door in the pouring rain for hours if that’s what it would take but you can’t force someone to want you or trust you or love you.””
— And I don’t deserve to be left in the pouring rain - Jess Amelia
“I look at him and see so many possibilities. I wonder what he sees when he looks at me.”
I might have ended it, but he left me first. He might not have used his words, his actions were enough. I had to leave. It was a matter of self respect.
But I really didn’t wanna leave, I was forced to.
“there was life way before you happened and there will be life after you happen.”
— moving on. finally.
There’s always going to be someone else. Someone that’s better for you. I told that to my ex when he was crying for me to take him back, I tell that to my friends when they’re going through breakups, and I tell that to myself whenever I need to hear it-which is often and always the hardest. But we always, always move on and love again and those low points we thought we’d never get past, well they always become distant memories. Because the amazing thing about us as humans is we’re capable of loving more than one person in our lifetime and our feelings are capable of change. So even if you really did love someone with all your heart, it doesn’t mean you can’t use all your heart again to love someone else.
“I look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes.”
- Unknown ( @xmeinewelt )
“I love you in the same constant capacity that waves rise and fall. I still love you when the moon’s gravitational pull causes the waves to act out of the ordinary; slapping the shore so abruptly it makes me question how it hasn’t given way yet. Love is a bit like that, you know? Difficult times will, indeed, try to erode the surface of what causes one person to love another but you see, there’s a trick. Rumour has it that the fine art of loving is that if you dare to love terminally, as I do you, not even tsunamis stand a chance at breaking the love shared between soul mates.”
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